Friday, August 27, 2004
lolx... funny ah... kid's joke... hehehe... so bored... haven post for so long... today went to PA (police academy) to collect new uniform... den now talking to my squad on msn... about 5 peepx... lolx... iphgenia go!!! lolx...
sigh... i decided to give up hope... on "bob"... he's so dumb... i msged him... he either took 5 hours to reply or nv reply at all... den one day i msg him... he din reply at all... so... i deleted all de msgs he used to send me and his number... yes i did!! he says he liked me... but yet he made me feel so.... "unwanted"... know wad i mean? it's like... he said things like... "if u see another guy u like... can tell me and i'll let u go.." it's like he can't wait to get rid of me... and stuffs like, "sorry... we can't move further ahead... cuz i still think of my ex.." is that wad u are supposed to say to a girl u like?? stupid!! so i thought about... and talked bout it with qilah.. she said he's not worth it... i sort of agreed too... but i dun know i'm doing de right thing to forget him... *sigh* so don't ever mention his name in front of me... even though "Bob" is not his real name...
i can't think straight... qilah asked me today... if i really like him... i don't wad to say... i like him... but i don't know how much... *sigh* love sucks!! crap... ok maybe not love la.. but.. wadever... sun going to watch movie with eliz, tommy and gang... *sigh* gonna burn a big hole in my already hopeless wallet...
i'm tired... have to get back to de 5 peepx convo... buaiz!
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